Word Things

Sunday, November 8, 2009

1) I was in Toronto last weekend and did an afternoon reading at the Toronto Zine Library. Hallowzine featured a bunch of great zine writers, like Alex Wrekk (Brainscan), Jeff Miller (Ghost Pine), Chris Landry (Kiss Off) and Suzanne Sutherland (My Bad). I felt a little sheepish reading at a zine reading considering that "Cement, Flour, Saints" is now 2 years old and is not going to be reprinted, but I seized the opportunity to read "We Should Make Things", the essay about zines that I wrote for the Shameless anthology. It was great reading it to a group of people steeped in zine culture. They knew what I meant when I talked about long-armed staplers and glueing stamps. I've only done a handful of readings, but this was my favourite, I think. The vibe in the library was warm and cozy, the audience was engaged and it was a wonderful way to spend a few hours on Halloween afternoon. Super big thanks to Amy for being an adorable MC and for inviting me to read.
Hallowzine setup at the TZL
Setting up for the reading - Chris is stringing up pumpkin lights, Amy is in kitty-cat ears and Suzanne has a beard on. Just your typical Halloween day reading.
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Here I am reading. I didn't wear a costume, but I did wear all black for the occasion.

2) Soon after working my way through those Cavafy poems, I happened across a flyer for "Cavafy: Passions and Ancient Days", a one-man reading/play by Yannis Simonides that was going to be performed at Montreal's Hellenic Community Center. I reserved the night for myself and went this past Friday. It's been awhile since I've been to a Greek community event. When I was growing up, my father was heavily involved in the community and I spent many childhood evenings in auditoriums like the one I was in on Friday. It felt the same: the old ladies with their haispray-stiffened hairdo's, that blend of Greek and English, the vague smell of coffee from the coffee makers in the back of the room.

Simonides' performance was an homage to Cavafy, and jumped from biographical facts about the poet, Simonides' own reflections on his work and influence, and then to Cavafy himself, reciting poems. It was surprisingly seamless: Simonides was wondeful at switching between the two roles of himself, the playright, and Cavafy, that famous Alexandrian poet. Cavafy was such an interesting, complex person and Simonides touched on everything that made him who he was: his eccentricness, his homosexuality, his sense of Hellenism (Cavafy always insisted that he was a Hellene more than a Greek, and that if he was a Greek, he was an Asian Greek), his love of Alexandria, his work life (30 years as a government clerk in the irrigation department!). The show was billed as a bilingual reading, but other than the poems which were first read in Greek before being translated, it was in English, to the dismay of some people in the audience. The woman next to me poked me once after I'd laughed at a joke and asked me if I understood what was going on. I said yes, and then she sniffed, "This is like a university course." I guess not everyone was as impressed as I was.



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Saturday, September 26, 2009

Doris #26 - Cindy Crabb: Today was one of those days, those simple, perfect ones. The weather was beautiful: Indian summer, a little cool, but still warm enough to eat breakfast on a picnic table in the sun. Andrew and I went to the market and bought eggplants and coloured peppers and avocadoes and the man in Tortilleria Maya spoke to me in Spanish, and then we went downtown to the Antiquarian book fair at Concordia and I bought a book called "Science and Psychical Phenomena" and then we went and sat at a sunny table at Reservoir and drank beer and ate fries and then, AND THEN, when we walked down Duluth there was a strange puppet show going on in the window of a cafe. We stood with the small crowd and watched a vaguely demented show about a girl who ate everything, starting with cupcakes and cookies and then moving on to cats and bicycles. And as she kept eating her belly (a balloon) started getting bigger and bigger and bigger until it exploded in a big pop and everyone laughed except for the one child in the audience who burst into tears. Her father hugged her and laughed and explained that it was okay and it was really very adorable. And throughout the day I would sneak peaks at the zine I had purchased that morning, the latest issue of Doris and this is one paragraph I particularly loved: but i think hope is like a crush. not the resigned hope, like - i hope things get better - but the hope that feels like suspended disbelief. where spaces open up and everything is possible again, and you're pushed to adventure, pushed out of your regular boxes, pushed to show off, to be the person you want to be the most, working hard to show your best sides, your secret scars your hidden dreams. And I think that's how I'm feeling these days, hopeful. It's a worthy feeling to aspire to. What I did today has nothing to do with the zine, but the zine was a part of the day, you know? It made it better. Doris always seems to have that effect.

You can order Doris straight from Cindy or from Paper Trail distro. If you're in Montreal you can pick it up from the zine rack at Le Pick Up (7032 Waverly), which is run by Jeff Miller of Ghost Pine fame. He has a great selection of zines. While you're there you can also get a pulled pork sandwich or a really great breakfast bagel.

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Monday, August 10, 2009

Kind of full circle

When I was making zines, I used to send them off to magazines like Exclaim or Broken Pencil and weeks later I would eagerly scan the magazines to see if I was mentioned in them at all. This was before the Internet, so I wouldn't have any inkling about a review until it was in print in my hands. You'll find a few reviews for "melt the snow" in the Broken Pencil online archives (on mts #11, "I think I'd like to sit in my pyjamas on a rainy Sunday afternoon listening to Belle & Sebastian, reading Melt the Snow and that would be the closest I'd ever get to being Teri." Ha, that was so me at age 20!) When I was 18, one of the most exciting things that happened to me was coming home one day to a letter from Hal Niedzviecki asking to reprint a story from mts, the one about me crashing my car. It's still online, in all of its awkward teenaged glory.

So, I was happy to hear that my essay from She's Shameless was going to be the featured excerpt for Broken Pencil #44, the DIY issue. You can read part of it online (although the formatting is a little wonky?) and the rest in the magazine (or in the book, of course). I even quote that car crash story in the essay, full circle-like.

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Friday, June 5, 2009

More zine history

Aw, I was tickled to see that Broken Pencil editor Lindsay Gibb mentioned my blog and my involvement with the Shameless Anthology in this write-up in the Utne Reader (and look at how adorable she is in that photo!). It also reminded me that a few weeks ago when I was at my parents’ place, I dug through my filing cabinet of zines and picked out a few favourites. When I visit, I often like to grab a stack and flip through them. They’re such beautiful things. Everyone was so feisty and sincere. So here are a few (click on the photos for bigger versions).

Canadian indie rawk zines
I started off mainly reading zines about mid-nineties Canadian indie rock. “In the Meantime” was one of the very first, and it was really Sloan heavy and incredibly sweet. I never met Carol, who wrote the zine, but she always seemed like the nicest person. “Tally” was written by a girl named Heather in Halifax, who I also never met, but I always kind of idolized – she seemed really smart and funny. And “In Morning Clouds” was the photography zine for Canadian indie rawk. Sarah Evans, who I've mentioned in this entry, is amazing.

I remember being excited to grace the pages of an issue of “In Morning Clouds”:
In Morning Clouds
Look at those glasses! No wonder I was an angsty teenager.

Minstrel Heart
An excerpt from “Minstrel Heart”. I don’t know if many people read this zine but I loved it so much. Sarah had a distinctive style – kind of rustic and obscure and poetic – without being pretentious or too cool. I remember Sarah putting the Wooden Stars and Pavement on a mixed tape for me. And so wonderful, she’s now this ridiculously cool DJ in Toronto.



The most beautiful of zines
This was the first zine I ever read from the United States, a beautiful thing from Brooklyn. Molly Kalkstein was the genius behind this zine and I think it is widely acknowledged that Molly always made the prettiest, most elegant zines. And they weren’t just pretty – they were written beautifully and evocatively. She was a huge inspiration when I started moving away from writing about Eric’s Trip. This is an early Tyger Voyage – they became more elaborate in future issues (thick card covers with tiny skeleton keys sewed on, letter press, velum photocopies). Molly now lives in Montreal and we’ve had many Jean Talon market adventures together. She gave me a bright red pair of American Apparel underwear at my bachelorette party a few weeks ago, even.

I started reading more zines from the States after that:
Pink Tea!
Power Candy! Sugar in the Raw!
Some favourites
“Pink Tea” (by Keight of uncapitalized.net), “Power Candy” (by Ericka, who was the zine mistress behind Pander Zine Distro and now does awesome photography), a one shot by Nidhi (who is still creating great art), “Hope” by Elissa, “That Girl” by Kelli. And some Canadians are slipped in there as well – “Open All the Time” by Angela and “Other Ramona” by Laura! It’s kind of mind blowing when I think of how many of these zine girls I actually met and still stay in touch with.

The NGFM crew in zine format
And look, it’s the nogoodforme.com girls in zine format! I loved their zines. I remember once visiting Laura at the coffee shop she was working at in Mississauga and the two of us gushing about Liz’s latest zine. She was maybe 16 then? I’m so happy the three of them have now started what is probably the most awesome blog on the internet.

Amy Greenan is also wonderful, and is someone I now consider a good friend. She's also an incredible artist (we have one of her paintings hanging on our walls, and she recently painted the most amazing portrait of our grumpy cat, Archer). We met at a Cut n Paste zine fair in Toronto years and years back and now whenever I'm passing through Buffalo or Niagara Falls, I try my best to meet up with her.
HRPS was always stunning

There are so many other zines I didn’t get to photograph (I am noticing a distinct lack of Marissa Falco, Amanda Wheeler and Ciara Xyerra zines in here), but I’ll do more shortly, along with actual excerpts.


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Sunday, May 31, 2009

She's Shameless: Women write about growing up, rocking out, and fighting back

I'm proud to have an essay included in this forthcoming anthology. I wrote about zines and how important they were to me growing up, and I really hope that a teenaged girl in some suburb will read it and consider cutting and pasting something together. If you live in Toronto, you should go to the launch - it's going to be amazing. I would go myself (all the way from Montreal!), but I have a pretty good excuse: I'm going to be getting married in Greece on June 20, 2009 to this guy. So.

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She’s Shameless / She’s Writing: June 23rd

Save the date! She’s Shameless launches June 23rd in Toronto at The Gladstone Hotel! Join the facebook group here!

SHE’S SHAMELESS / SHE’S WRITING
Shameless magazine and This Is Not A Reading Series celebrates the launch of She’s Shameless: Women write about growing up, rocking out, and fighting back

What media event five years ago transformed the lives of teenaged girls across North America? Here’s a clue: it had nothing to do with a boy wizard or the misadventures of trust fund brats. In June of 2004, Shameless, a magazine for “girls who get it”, first appeared on newsstands. We’ve assembled She’s Shameless: Women write about growing up, rocking out, and fighting back (Tightrope Books). To celebrate the launch of the inaugural Shameless collection, contributors will perform short pieces, and five teenaged girls will join them on-stage and present monologues from a writing workshop conducted that afternoon by acclaimed writer and teacher Ibi Kaslik. The evening will conclude with an early ‘90s-themed, Sadie Hawkins prom, featuring a noted local DJ. – A This is Not A Reading Series event presented by Pages Books & Magazines, Tightrope Books, Shameless, NOW Magazine, Gladstone Hotel and Take Five On CIUT.

Gladstone Hotel Ballroom, 1214 Queen St West, Toronto

Tues June 23; 8pm (doors 7:30pm) $5 (Free with Book Purchase)

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Window-display.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Zine history

I was in Toronto over the weekend visiting my parents. Whenever I'm there, I like flipping through my zine collection, most of which I left behind. I normally read other people's zines, but since I was looking for something in particular, I started going through my own. There's no way in hell I will ever reprint any of these zines, but I'm glad I still have reminders of them. I don't have copies of every single issue, but I do have the flats, at least. Anyway, I snapped a few photos of them.

Various issues of Melt the Snow
Here's Melt the Snow #4,5,6,7,8, 10, 11, 12, 13. Issues 1,2 and 3 are old and I made very few copies of them. Issue #9 is a mystery to me - I don't remember what it looks like or what I wrote about. I was pretty good at keeping up the bare-branch tree motif (except for 13, but that was the last issue of mts and I was starting to get bored of the trees, I guess). My personal favourites are #11 (the repeating tree lino print) and #12, the two toned lino print.

A page from mts #8, I think
Here's a page from #8, I think. This is the kind of design I liked most, but only sporadically achieved - I like the nostalgic photcopied old photos, the smudgy hand drawn lines, that particular computer font. That photo is of my grandparents.

The Second Part #1
After mts, I started "The Second Part". This is the first issue, with fancy Print Gocco covers. Yes, that's David Byrne. He became the coverboy when his print turned out to be the most successful of the ones I was testing out at the time. I should credit the photographer, but I photocopied it from a book and I don't know his name. Either way, I like the way it turned out.

I ended up bringing back most of my zines with me to Montreal, and over time will pick out some of the less embarassing pages to scan. In the meantime, you can peak through my personal archive over here.


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Sunday, August 17, 2008

Monastery, Nova Scotia

Our Lady of Grace

Our Lady of Grace

Got this postcard in the mail the other day from my old zine friend, Sarah (by old I mean - this girl has probably read every single one of my zines, including "Melt the Snow" #1). She co-founded and helps run the awesome Anchor Archive in Halifax. Anyway, if you've read "Cement, Flour, Saints", this is the holy stream shrine I mention in "Saints". She found the postcard in a thrift store in PEI and sent it my way. Thank you, Sarah!

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Friday, December 28, 2007

Old zine stuff

I'm taking some time to organize my files before things get busy again and I found some old zine shots:
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Cover of melt the snow #12 (two toned linoleum print)

Some scans of pages from melt the snow #7
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Link to bigger version

mts7a
Link to bigger version

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

Distro news

A more lengthy post will come soon once holiday madness dies down a little, but my zine is now officially available at Learning To Leave a Paper Trail distro. Ciara's description includes a line that basically sums up my entire aesthetic approach to writing:

"i like it when people recount things in a kind of obsessive way. "

Happy holidays. Keep warm and remember that the more butter in your meals, the better.

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

Stealing Genius

Expozine was as overwhelming as I'd expected it to be, but still so satisfying. I came home with a book, some Endless Banquet apricot pansy jam, some wonderful zines (like, QSL USA, a fascinating collection of CB radio calling cards by an old zine friend) and a pair of amazing typewriter key earrings by Misssoka.

Did you get a copy of Stealing Genius with your copy of Matrix? Lesley and I met on Friday evening at the Gare Centrale, plunked down at a table, pulled out some scissors, tape and old copies of Choose Your Own Adventure books and put it all together. We chose the Gare Centrale because of its proximity to a copy shop, and we managed to get the zine done and copy it within 10 minutes of the place closing. Success!


Stealing Genius



Stealing Genius is a collection of various writing from most of the members of the QWF Workshop lead by Jon Paul Fiorentino between September-November 2007 (Albert Cohen, Anurag Dhir, Bettina Grassmann, Josh Levy, Julie Mahfood, Kristina Mainville, C.J. Miller, Lesley Trites and Teri Vlassopoulos). There are excerpts from novels and short stories, poems, even a bit of a screenplay, and an introduction from Jon. Our group is pretty diverse (in ages, professions and writing styles), but I'm really proud of this little collection. If you're interested in getting a copy, drop me a line.

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Expozine

The collating problem from the other day has been solved, and mail will be going out tomorrow. God bless those train rides from Toronto to Montreal.

For those of you in Montreal, this weekend is Expozine, the small press/comic/zine fair. I've never been, but zine fairs are always fun and overwhelming and there are always lots of cute people walking around or selling stuff. So you should go spend your pocket money on zines instead of fancy coffees or jeans or drugs or whatever.

I won't be tabling, but I will walk around with copies of my zine to trade and give away, so if you see me wandering aimlessly, tap me on the shoulder and say hi. But this is more exciting: back in September, Lesley and I decided to sign up for a Quebec Writers Federation workshop lead by Jon Paul Fiorentino. The workshop turned out to be wonderful and most of us in the workshop decided to quickly slap together a group zine for Expozine called "Stealing Genius". I'll post more details about it later on this week, but just so you know, Jon will be giving away copies of it with Matrix Magazine and while you may not want to pay copies for our workshop zine, you definitely want to spend cash on Matrix.

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

Rule #1: Don't drink and collate

Because you will find yourself with 50 copies of your zine in the wrong order, after you've just sealed 20 envelopes to mail out to friends and old zine friends.

Um, if you have a zine with pages in the wrong order, I will give you a new one.

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Friday, November 16, 2007

Collating

This is where I con Andrew into helping me put copies of my zine together while Archer the cat watches on:

The Tweehouse

And this is where Andrew says, "WTF, Teri, stop taking stupid pictures of your feet and help me put this thing together!!!"

WTF

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Cement, Flour, Saints

Back in the mid-nineties I was one of those angsty teenage girls who wore blue corduroy pants and cardigans and listened to a lot of Eric's Trip. I was in the suburbs, looking for people to relate to, easily awed by the idea of a City. I first heard about zines in Sassy (god bless Sassy), and then, after following the zine review column in Canada's monthly music rag, Exclaim, finally sent out a few quarters and stamps to strangers in Canada for their fanzines about Sloan. I read these photocopied booklets, and figured I could make something too. I sat on my bedroom floor with a felt-tip pen and an electric typewriter and wrote this vague, emotional, blurry zine. Melt the Snow #1. It was so embarassing. I mean, the thoughts of any 17 year old are inherently embarrassing - go read your high school diaries if you don't believe me. That's why non-teenagers are the best writers of coming-of-age novels.

So, I made 13 issues of Melt the Snow, and then I started another zine called "The Second Part". I made 4 issues of it before quitting zines in October 2004. I guess "quitting zines" sounds a bit extreme.

I "quit zines" because at the time I wanted to concentrate only on writing fiction, and fiction in zines always seemed a little awkward to me - sloppy editing, releasing work before it was really finished. And there's that whole stigma of self-publishing your own fiction. Making a zine suddenly seemed too rookie for me. I wanted, you know, the major leagues. And I was working too many hours at an accounting firm anyway to keep up with zine stuff. I hated collating, and I never had enough time to write people back. So I stopped making zines altogether.

And then, a few years passed. I did work on my fiction. I still work on it. And, as time passed, the snobbism I had built up towards zines melted away. Suddenly I remembered how much I loved zines. Their sloppiness and heart, the smudgy uneven tones of a photocopier, all of it. I wanted to make another. So I did.

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Cement, Flour, Saints is not the most creative of titles given that the zine is made up of 3 parts (cement, flour, saints). It's mostly words and a few poorly photocopied photos. You can read about a holy stream in Nova Scotia, about watching fireworks from the roof of an abandoned brewery, and you can bake a plum crumble from a recipe I've included. It's small and square and fits in the palm of your hand. You should read it.

This is how you can order the zine:

The easy way: Paypal me $2 CDN, along with your mailing address so I can send it to you.

The hard way: Send me something as a trade. A mix CD, your own zine, a postcard, a map, your first born, etc etc. If you want to clear the trade with me first, go ahead and email me, but I like surprises too. Email me and I'll send you my address.


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Zine in process

Making a zine kind of looks like this:
Sunday afternoon work

The most important tool on that table is the glass of red wine, followed closely by the Boy Scouts manual.

And near the end, it looks like this:
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This is when you start to see the appeal of doing things on the computer.

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